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| noahfects (profile) wrote, on 12-4-200 at 5:07pm | |
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| December:4 Is this why I sit here…is this why I was put on this earth? To please you, to satisfy your every need?...is that the answer?...I don’t think it is…but again im not you. I don’t know what you think. You’d always think that a guy has a heart and that he would care about you, and other people around him. But the truth is he doesn’t. All he cares about is pleasing himself. No one else. Some guys might think of other people and they might care. But it is very rare to find him. I mean I know a guy who IV heard is perfect. In my eyes. I mean someone else could think he’s anything but perfect, but I don’t. I like him, but he doesn’t have any feelings for me. Why? Is it the age difference perhaps? Or the way I look or the way I act? I really don’t know. And frankly, I really care. Not the expression you always hear huh? Nah but I don’t think its age. I think it’s my personality and the way I look. Truthfully, I think im ugly. That is not what everyone says but when I look in the mirror, I don’t like what I see, at all. I mean I know a kid and he is around my age, has kinda cute, I mean I was totally infatuated with him a few weeks ago, but know I don’t really like him. I mean Kat introduced me to him. He doesn’t have any good qualities like the other guy I like does. What makes me like him? The fact that he does drugs and drinks? Is that it? I don’t know. But all I know is that I would go for tom any day. More then Micah, hard to believe huh? Yea it is. Not many people believe me when I say im kinda over him. But the truth is, I am. I mean he has/had (not sure) a girlfriend, and as much as in the beginning I was horribly sad, I realized how much better it is for me. Kat is right. It is… man she’s good. I don’t know what I would have done without her. I love my friends… especially Kat and kenza. And im going to miss all the times we have when we go to high school. I mean the lighting the candles and making a bon fire, and Katherine, that dumbass, forgetting the paper and pen for a spirit writing! Dumb ass! And we forgot marshmallows! Man! O well shit happens, what can I say. Exactly absolutely nothing. Welp im out. Lata x0x0 p.s hopefully tomorrow I will go to Kats, sleep over and pick up kenza from school, fun fun! Woohu! Gotta love it! Peace <3 |
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alwaysyours | 03-06-03 9:40pm the used owns. you going to the show? |
noahfects | Re:, 03-07-03 6:46pm when and were is their show. they rock big time! |
| alwaysyours | Re: Re:, 03-08-03 1:46am 4/5 the factory in ft lauderdale |
noahfects | Re: Re: Re:, 03-08-03 4:02pm awsome thanks! whats you picture of?
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| alwaysyours | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-09-03 4:34pm let me change that, the venue was changed to ovation, in boynton, thank god i live so close to there. My picture? It's of Taking Back Sunday When they played at the factory it was amazing i was sitting on the stage the whole set, and i just took picture, thats my orignal :) |
noahfects | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 03-09-03 5:31pm thats awsome! i live right next to ovation. like 10 minutes away. my friends and i are going to have to go. taking back sunday rocks my socks of! there great!,....what grade are you in? what school do you go to? |
noahfects | Re:, 03-18-03 11:40pm yea, hopfully i will go to the used concerte, what about you? |