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godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 4-15-2007 at 10:26am | |
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my life is changing. it's changing very quickly. but it speeds up.. and then i have to wait. but i don't really want to wait. and i don't want to worry about everything. i really am happy. it's the best feeling to know that someone loves me. and i really, really hope it never ends. but sometimes... i get scared... because in the past they've all left. and they've all broken my heart. ... even though he's already broken it once... i get so scared that it'll happen again. i'm afraid of putting myself out there to get hurt. but i know that if i don't, i won't ever be able to be really truly happy. and now i have the perfect chance and it's scaring me shitless. and i wish i had someone to talk to. who understood. and knew what i was trying to say... it's like... everything i experience it feels like i'm alone in it. i wish i didn't always feel so alone. |
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rorin | 04-15-07 11:39pm Amelia. You can talk to me.
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