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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 4-15-2007 at 10:26am
Current mood: anxious
Music: boxcar racer
my life is changing.
it's changing very quickly.
but it speeds up.. and then i have to wait.

but i don't really want to wait.
and i don't want to worry about everything.

i really am happy.
it's the best feeling to know that someone loves me.
and i really, really hope it never ends.

but sometimes... i get scared...
because in the past they've all left.
and they've all broken my heart.


... even though he's already broken it once...
i get so scared that it'll happen again.

i'm afraid of putting myself out there to get hurt.
but i know that if i don't, i won't ever be able to be really truly happy.
and now i have the perfect chance and it's scaring me shitless.

and i wish i had someone to talk to.
who understood.
and knew what i was trying to say...



it's like... everything i experience it feels like i'm alone in it.


i wish i didn't always feel so alone.
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rorin

04-15-07 11:39pm

Amelia. You can talk to me.
I've talked about it alot with Ryan. I don't know what the true feeling of being in your position feels like... but I know that I'm here for you and I'm not going to stop being here for you.

And just being is not all. I know what you're talking about and I'm empathetic. I just want to be here to talk and comfort you.

Everything will be okay. It will all turn out for the best <3

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