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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 2-24-2003 at 7:21pm
Current mood: ecstatic
Subject: 100 entry (special edition) .. aka I did something with my hum drum life
Today started out like any other day.. a simply.. simply insane girl wearing flannel and a grin walked into school expecting more from life. as always she was disapointed.
When you want someone to notice you .. well they just walk right past you. Im used to it.
Im also pyschic..
So going on with the story, As you can see im this girl .. this needs to be revealed becasue other wise the writing might get too complicated and some people might actually think i am talking about someone else.. like i would do that.. haha.. noobs.
Anyways, all of today, I had been trying to get ryan to notice me.. or something. And well he might have.. wehn i wasn't looking. But the point is although i wanted/ want to achieve something i was not being agressive enough.
So i decided i would go to the library without paige.. because.. hey, why waste a perfectly good oppurtunity (considering i have wasted a bit too many). So i went.. with my cronies.
He noticed me working there, but we didnt talk.. towards the end i decided it was a bust. Maybe i am just meant to be called that kid..
But after i said goodbye to Steven, something miraculous happened. We talked.. It started with a "so your tutoring here now".. and then went onto other things.. we talked about the library.. jobs, money, school (i fixed my 10/11 grade screw up).. even his band.. which he tried several times to persuade me into singing for them ;)Also, he tryes to make himself sound soo smart haha.. All in all we had a conversation (perhaps 15 min). Maybe i did feel like he was trying to run away. But stacey is tyring to convince me otherwise. He thinks my friends are crazy.. but he has gorgeous blue eyes, and hes talented and smart and cute and .. well. a loser. Anyways as i said to sara "aw i think i made a dream come true".. not quite but tis a definate start.
I'd like to say Check mate.
(hope this continues .. wooo)
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justlikeyouimagined

02-24-03 7:41pm

all i have to say is you did not mention my name but u did mention everyone one else in this word ie: stacey and sara. therefore u suck thiiiiiiiiiiis much cus u hate me so i hate you too. BLAH!

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wannabe

02-24-03 7:45pm

i hope this continues too... you deserve it love.

even if he doesn't love you, he likes you. and it's a start. starts are good. talking for 15 minutes is good. asking you to join his band is good.

sarah is good! (god)(gut isn't god)

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robbingnovember

Re:, 02-24-03 7:47pm

I LOVE DANA she followed the rules.. for the most part
MWAH!!!


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forgetmenot

hola im spanish rice, 02-24-03 7:54pm

aww babeycakes im so happy for you! seriously boys dont just ask you to join their band .....yay! and my skirt flys like this ..it is my fly girl skirt...

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forgetmenot

hola im spanish rice, 02-24-03 7:55pm

aww babeycakes im so happy for you! seriously boys dont just ask you to join their band .....yay! and my skirt flys like this ..it is my fly girl skirt...

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robbingnovember

Re: hola im spanish rice, 02-24-03 7:57pm

not only are you spanish rice but you are married to it too. Like i said before your hysterically funny/weird. i love you fly girl skirt in theory. the end.. as you made me say at the beginning of the year

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blueyed

Re: Re: hola im spanish rice, 02-24-03 8:49pm

my little fairy :)! I'm ecstatic! Love is a many splendid thing? Speaking of love..5 days! 5! summer 2001 love

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