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| m&ms487 (profile) wrote, on 6-25-2007 at 2:24pm | |
| Current mood: contemplative Music: "Along for the Ride" Vannessa Carlton |
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| I'm in a rut. A summer rut. I don't like summer. It's too...loose. There is little structure, routine. I find myself wasting time. I dislike wasting time. I don't have time to waste, yet, that's what I do, I waste it. Right before I fall asleep at night, my mind races with a thousand things that I should do the next day. I can't remember them when I wake up in the morning, and I'm caught in an endless cycle of waking up, eating, watching t.v, usually going to work, coming home emotionally and physically exhausted, reading for a while in bed, and going to sleep. This is the point where I think there is more. And there is, but I just don't have the [drive, motivation, energy] to do whatever it is. I just felt a horrible, unexplainable loss when I woke up this morning. I'm way too uptight. And I don't think I know how to relax. |
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sugarjackj | 06-26-07 5:02pm Believe it or not I have the same problem.
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