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m&ms487 (profile) wrote,
on 7-26-2007 at 4:24pm
Current mood: contemplative
I finally have it all figured out. Well, for now, at least.

I got ahold of the Mt. Pleasant Meijer, and my first day there will be August 19th. I called my apartment place and arranged for early move in on the 17th (four days early, and an extra $68, but at least I'll have a job, now).

Now I just have to get the electric turned on and buy a shower curtain. Oh joy.

I've begun packing today. We're all moving on, and, fittingly, I'm listening to 100 years by Five for Fighting.

Charlie moved out today. He's gone. I'll be leaving in three weeks. I'll be gone. My parents are moving to their new house in October.

When I come back next summer, everything will be different. My parents are ignoring the fact that I might be coming back. Every time I talk about my bedroom in the new house, they correct me, saying that it's the "guest bedroom."

How horrible is that? I'll be a guest in my parent's house. I'm in limbo. I don't have a 'home'. There is my parent's house, and then the place(s) that Rueben and I will be renting for the next three or four years.

Unfortunatly, I get very attatched to places. I've lived in this house, in the same room, for my whole life. Going off to college helped a lot to break that attatchment, but still.....everything is changing...

It's just all so......scary.
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gillette

07-27-07 2:20am

michelle.

why the hell are you freaking changing all of your plans and everything so you can work at fucking meijer. haven't you any standards? are you that sure you can't find a better job?

dumb dumb dumb.

i think you answered my question at the bottom of your entry. you are attached to things. become unattached from meijer. it's slowly eating away at your soul

oh btw..my top two candidates were hilary and barack..tied as well. hah! alright good day

ttyl dear ¢¾

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