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painttheskywithstars (profile) wrote,
on 2-25-2003 at 10:24pm
Current mood: Sad
Music: The Early November - "For All Of This" (The Album)
Subject: I know you hate when I bring up the past, but its all I can think about when I watch you walk away with blank eyes and words left unspoken
"Sometimes I wonder why I'm even trying again.."

Again. AGAIN I'm sitting alone, drowning in sad songs.. just waiting for YOU. Shouldn't you know to rescue me from this cycle of sad memories? You must not notice (Or maybe you want to forget) the piece of my heart that was burned and blackened when you lit that flame. Sometimes I can still see the ember flickering.. feel the heat trying to scar me again. When does it all get perfect again? How many times am I going to look into your smiling eyes and tell myself it might be the same one day? Small things throw me into the dark.. how long do you really think you'll keep that sun in the sky, before you realize it's too much? I'm so terrified that I’ll be left broken all over again..
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songsoffreedom

02-25-03 10:55pm

that's what i've been tryin to tell you

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somethingismissing

Re:, 02-25-03 11:04pm

word

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lastangelspoken

02-25-03 11:50pm

dont let this tiny flame burn you ! you dont deserve to be burned again. it is hard to stay afloat, i know, but youve got to stay strong and in the sun. dont let the small things get you (we will work on that together). love you julius, well get through this like all the others ;) <3

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painttheskywithstars

Re:, 02-26-03 12:14am

U know im tryin kiersy.. we both are. We'll always have eachother! lol <3 ya!! :)

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somethingismissing

Re: Re:, 02-26-03 1:42am

DYKES!!!!.....lol j/k

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