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| TaoMan1121 (profile) wrote, on 2-24-2003 at 1:03pm | |
| Current mood: optimistic Music: Dixie Chicks - Ready To Run Subject: i'm ready, ready, ready, ready to run, all i wanna do is have some fun, what's all this talk about love? |
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| I forgot my wallet today. I never forget my wallet. Karen: Don't be afraid. Mrs. Mortar: It's different for you. You're young. Karen: Not any more. from The Children's Hour by Lillian Hellman Lately, I've been considering how I old I really feel. When I was younger, I used to feel so much older and more mature than my age, but as time has went by, I think I've grown into my age. The thing I miss about those days is the feeling that I used to be in control, and if I'm learned anything in the past year or so, it's that I, or least my emotions, aren't always in control. I think it's been a humbling and healthy experience, but I think I'm ready to take charge of my life again and not let it pass by in front of my eyes. I have a motivator in my life now, and I want change. Yet, I'm reminded of something I said to Stef in her room the other night, fits pretty well... "It sucks, because I have the motivation to study, but I'm too tired." And I am tired, I have been for quite some time, but it's... "...wake up time, time to open up your eyes, and rise, and shine..." - Tom Petty, "Wake Up Time" "...and it's not going to stop, it's not going to stop, 'til you wise up..." - Aimee Mann, "Wise Up" Thank you for being so understanding and sympathetic with my mini-breakdown yesterday. That meant a lot. Supportive S.O.'s kick ass. To anybody who's listening... please don't let me waste next week. It's a kind of test for me, to accomplish something during my break, and I refuse to fail. "Everybody has issues, and if you think they don't, then you just don't know them well enough." - Jason Rockwell I feel 20 right now, and I'm okay with that. |
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Leeder5421 | 02-26-03 1:49pm How do you have one entry dated the 25th, and then this one dated the 24th? Like you quote yourself, you dork;). Yeah, sorry about that one entry, I just kind of wrote it in the heat of the moment. |
TaoMan1121 | Re:, 02-27-03 10:39am I changed the date when I was putting the entry in. I wrote in on the 24th, while I was in class, but didn't get around to typing it out until the 25th. I figured since my moods change so frequently, I'd better mark when I was feeling like that. :-P
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