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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 10-19-2007 at 10:24pm
is it wrong that i feel so alone?

yea.. i have friends...
but where are they?
where are they right now?
where are the ones who understand me?
who know how i feel?
who don't tell me things i don't need to hear?
where are my friends...
my friends who listen...
and care..
and sit with me when it's cold outside...
friends who like adventures...

where are all the people?
am i doomed to only have typed words for the rest of my life?

i'm in a very dark place right now.
and no one really cares...
"cheer up"
"smile"
...
i can't fucking cheer up.
i can't fucking smile...
what can i smile about?
i have a tedious job... and everyone makes fun of me or ignores me.
when i'm not at work i'm home alone.
i call people...
but i don't feel like i'm really someone they want to talk to...


maybe i am just a big cry baby.
but who cares?
i'm alone most of the time anyway.
i can't really talk to anyone...

i feel so fucking alone.
and i feel like there's nothing i can do about it.

what's the point?
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hwnchick

10-20-07 5:01am

your friends are probably in the same place mine are...

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