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spud (profile) wrote,
on 10-25-2007 at 1:03am
Subject: retrospective

"maybe i just don't want a relationship at all. i like being single and flirting with everyone. i don't know... when ever i start to get close to some one it is ok at first and i am all for it and then they start doing things that just freak me out. and then i run away. hmmm.... i need to find someone perfect for me, my personality needs to match their's, i can't be in a relationship where i feel like there is so much that i just can't live up to. why is it so hard for me to meet people i am actually attracted to. this sucks. i feel like i need to have someone, but i just don't want anyone i know. i need to meet someone new. which is hard. i'll try."

at least she's always known what she needs.

i have no idea what i need. or what i want. or what i have.

i'm a menace to society and myself.
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Anonymous

10-25-07 1:15am

Aww, chris, you gotta be more positive... which is much easier said than done, I know.. but don't think so poorly of yourself. Not everyone knows what they need or want.. I mean, that's kinda what this whole college experience is for.. to help figure it out. You don't have to live up to everyone else's expectations either, only your own.
And you're not a menace. (except maybe you could do without the smoking.. but that's another story..) so quit saying such things or i'll be forced to come beat you ;)
Love
Linds :)

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