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| thedarkerside (profile) wrote, on 2-26-2003 at 1:36pm | |
| Current mood: aggravated Music: none Subject: Ugh.. |
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| Yeah.. I got a 85% on my US History test and I'll probably get extra credit on my notebooks...my mom said that I can go to cedar pointe now. She acts like I should take it as a big privilage...she shoudnt have threatned to take it away..I have to spend most of my afternoon in my moms class room...she yells at her kids in her rooom likes she does us... I dont understand why she needs that feeling of empowerment over people like that. I have a headach. I'm not exactly thrilled to be here right now. I endured all that yelling and crying lastngiht for nothing....basiclsy nothing...that makes me mad. I cant just emotionally break down just for fun...it hurts and i'm stilll pissed. Today in the morning I started to cry. I signaled to the bathroom because I didnt want to make a dramatic scean. I cant believe I did it...but it felt soo good to cry...I'm tired of having to hold it in so people think that I am happy when I'm not. My eyes were blood shot for the rest of the day..I can still feel them burning.I'm online right now and my moms acting like she doesnt care...so what? am i ungrouned? All that yelling at me...verbal abuse...I hate people yelling at me and treating me like i'm stupid and acting like I cant cry...I hate it...I'm pissed...this will be another scar. Scars heal but they never go away..thats exactly how I look at this...but I dont think I'll forgive her...I'm always going to be short with her...the less she knows the better. |
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snowbunnyjcd | 02-26-03 5:04pm Good job on ur test! Woohoo! But Amy, for real... i know you might not want to, but talk to your mom. Next time she is yelling @ you, just ask... Mom, do you love me @ all? I know im not in ur situation @ all, but shes your mom and if u say that... it opens up a whole new world |
Libby | Hey, 02-27-03 6:31pm Nice test score! Dont worry your smart not stupid! If things are like that for you talk to your mom...ask her why she is like this to you. Dont hold in crying...if you want to cry just let it all out. trust me you know me...Star Spangled Banner! lol talk to me whenever you feel like talking to someone about it. im here for you! |