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spud (profile) wrote,
on 12-21-2007 at 1:40pm
you know, i'm kind of with lindsay on this one.

this is a time for togetherness and love and going out and doing fun stuff.

and when you don't have anyone to have that with, it's a royal pain in the heart.

however, the difference between my situation and the majority of everybody else's, is that i could have had that, and i decided to let it go.

not that i'm regretting the decision. i know i did the right thing. it's just that more difficult to deal with, knowing that i only have myself to blame.
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Anonymous

12-21-07 4:13pm

Aww Chris, it's never entirely one person's fault. It is always good to learn from past mistakes, but don't blame yourself too much.
What are you doing for New Year's? I've been invited to a party with my usual group of friends.. but i'm sick of being around couples all the time. So I don't know if I'll be going.
-Linds

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Anonymous

Deck the Halls With...Prozac?, 12-22-07 1:21am

Hmm. It has been a bit of an off holiday here, too. Ridiculously off in fact. Holly and Liam just decided they can't come home for Cmas though that's more or less expected from them as Wisconsinites, Becky will leave Cmas morning to pick her husband up in Detroit, and Matt will be up north all week now with his buddies (I think he's hiding from couples and family tradition in a big way). Which leaves me, the parents, and Darryl and Jenny (who will be at her house Cmas day). Not that I expect you to follow or care about the family saga, but morale here is at an all time low. I'm exhausted from baking and cleaning to pump it up a little, and tomorrow the shopping starts again... it does all feel a little meaningless without people to really share it with.

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Anonymous

12-22-07 4:42pm

It isn't easy being alone for the holiday's, I know this as well.
If you do need company or someone to talk to - let me know. We might not have lasted, but we are amazing friends as I'm sure that you're aware. It is sad knowing that we're only friends, but I'm now agreeing with your decision, so perhaps knowing that you were right in making a hard choice will help your optimism for the future.

And you know just as well as I do, that just being with someone for being with someone's sake isn't great... it's even lonelier - if that's even possible.

And I hope you're talking about me, and not another vixen you found in a few weeks, haha. I miss you - call me if you're feeling emo!

-booth

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Anonymous

12-23-07 12:18pm

Grarrrg. Consider our New Year's plans on hold.

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Anonymous

12-23-07 12:54pm

so i was reading a book today where one of the kids was fixing up and rabbit. i thought of you. wow i thought i had more to say but i guess not.
call me we should hang out again soon. maybe we could actually play cards.
shannon

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