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xxxxxxxxxx (profile) wrote,
on 2-1-2008 at 10:17pm
Current mood: anxious
Music: Dave Gahan - Kingdom
Subject: If there's a kingdom beyond it all..
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Can you feel me coming?
Open the door, it's only me..
I have that desperate feeling,
And trouble is where I'm going to be.

If there's a kindgom beyond it all..
Is there a God that loves us all?
Do we believe in love at all?
I'm still pretending I'm not a fool.

In your infinite wisdom,
You show me how this life should be.
All your love and glory..
Doesn't mean that much to me.
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That song rings too many bells right now. I mean, it's a great, but in certain ways it brings out so much that I would really rather not think about.
This past week has been a little different. I don't know. Not in a bad way, I guess. Just.. different. I guess that's the only way of putting it, too.
I've really enjoyed all of the snowdays though, they've been much needed and taken complete advantage of.
I'm going to dinner with Jess tomorrow, hopefully. We're going to eat some of the best chicken tenders in Michigan.
I ended up having to work today 'cause one of my co-workers was going to the Kid Rock show. I don't mind, I'm actually glad I got to pick up some extra and much needed hours. But apparently I have to go in at 8 tomorrow morning, because my boss wants another girl and I to start a schedule of doing prep every weekend. *sigh* 8am is just way to early for me sometimes. It seems too close, even now. Oh well. But hey, maybe I'll get out a little earlier tomorrow then. I dunno though.

Sometimes I wish I could do more. Do any of you ever wish that? I'm sure you do. I mean, sometimes I just want to stretch myself beyond my means so much that it brings me down because it's not possible. Sometimes I just wish I wouldn't worry so much. I wonder where I get my worry-wort tendencies from. They're weird.
Man, I'm having one of those days where I keep looking at the words that I just typed and stare at one of them for like.. 10 seconds wondering if I spelt it wrong. Gosh, I think I need to go to sleep or somethin'. I'm being way too critical.

Well, I think I'm going to my wonderful relaxation escape.. aka: the bubble bath.
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acidtears

02-02-08 4:36pm

god, different indeed.

I'm leaving to come get youuuu!

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xjayk

02-05-08 10:07pm

Thanks Hillary,

I love how you write to, we're a couple of writing machines!

Your such a sweety, and its funny because though I thought I knew everything I was going to say in this comment it all kinda went out the door.

Thanks for always being there when my selfesteem is in the shiter, or when it was right where it should be.
I'm so nervous to move on with my life, but I think its time to grab the ranes.

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re:, 02-06-08 10:48am

I'm happy :)
Finally you'll be in control of your life. :D

And then we'll all be happy, yay!

And hey, it's no problem. what're best friends for? I'm a pro at pulling self esteems outta the crapper. :D

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acidtears

02-06-08 2:05pm

If we have a snow day tomorrow, Pando?

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re:, 02-06-08 3:22pm

Yeahhh, let's do it. :D

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acidtears

Re: Re:, 02-06-08 3:35pm

Do you still have that coupon thing?

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re: Re: Re:, 02-06-08 3:38pm

Yep. It's good for a buy one get one. The tickets are only 12 bucks on weekdays, so it's all good.

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acidtears

Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-06-08 3:40pm

So 6 bucks each?

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-06-08 3:42pm

Yup. :)

Hopefully it's not this crappy out tomorrow, or the snow will ice our eyebrows and eyelashes over.. I dunno, I guess it really doesn't matter. I'm pretty accident-prone no matter what, haha.

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acidtears

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-06-08 3:44pm

if we don't have school, what time do you want to go? cause I'm gonna wanna sleep.

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 02-06-08 3:45pm

Doesn't matter to me, really. I think I have to work tomorrow though at some point in the afternoon. I'll check when I go in tonight, and then let you know.

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losrnancr

02-06-08 8:14pm

hillary. show. tonight. :D

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acidtears

02-07-08 12:54pm

you never called :[

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xxxxxxxxxx

Re:, 02-07-08 6:36pm

Sorry, my mom ended up wanting to hang out today :(
We haven't done it for awhile since she's working a lot. So yeah, we just ran around. Sorry about that, but if you still wanna go, maybe we can go sometime this coming week? 'cause they jack up the price on the weekends to 17 bucks, so if you're not busy one of these days let me know. :)

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acidtears

02-10-08 6:35pm

Hillaby, I miss you.

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losrnancr

02-12-08 11:46pm

HILLARD!

keep on keepin' on. lmfao

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