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| xjayk (profile) wrote, on 2-19-2008 at 3:48pm | |
| Thank God For Snowdays I woke up early this morning to clean house, which is now still not up to my expectations. With all the work I did you'd think it'd be cleaner. Damn. Oh well So I've come to the conclusion I need a camera. I haven't taken pictures in forever, it sucks. I need money. But I don't get paid that much so I don't have the extra moolah to save, apart from bills and food, and rent. Reality sucks I wish I could go back to when I was little and believed that if you'd just ask for something you'd get it. ---edit--- All I want to do is get out, run. Run as far away as humanly possible. Run from Holland, run from Michigan, even if it was just for a day. My lifes become less of a paradyme thank god for that but you know I just can't live the same way anymore. I want to pack my bags and drive, pick up some friends and we'll all go. Just drive until we're ready to stop. Find a little place and we'll all just chill. I don't want to care anymore and I'm begining to stop in general. So I suppose I'll just sit here and watch my Golden Girls and keep dreamin. So keep on pretending Our heaven is worth the waiting Keep on pretending, its alright So keep on pretending It will be the end of our craving Keep on pretending Its alright I'm missing that connection, that small feeling that begins to grow and over power ever inch of your body. I'm missing him and its pathetic, but we can all aford to be a little pathetic cant we? I know I'm jumping all over but that's how my minds going right now and well if no one else can understand this entry, at least I can. |
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xxxxxxxxxx | 02-19-08 8:16pm Leeesh. I saw that you didn't have school today. I was hoping i wouldn't either.. buuut, you know how that goes. >:o
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xxxxxxxxxx | 02-20-08 2:56pm Heck yeah, let's do it. I think I'm gonna do that too, to be honest. (the payment plan) 'cause seriously, what're we gonna do without a camera? It makes me feel sick without one :( we've not taken pictures in foreverrrrr. So yes, I will do it for ya. Nice, urban love shots. :D
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