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pointlessforever (profile) wrote,
on 3-10-2008 at 12:14am
I have been depressed/upset/apathetic enough these past few days that I am not hungry. Which for me is a big deal. I have to make myself eat.

I wrote some things about people and may have ended some friendships. And I don't care.

I have issues.

I am going to eat some chocolate and count down the days until I see Laura again. I need to talk to someone and she knows exactly how I feel right now because I know she feels it too. I don't feel like getting up to get the chocolate. I am a mess.

I just need a good cry. I tried so hard last night but I just ended up not sleeping well.
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kurzhaar

03-10-08 9:02am

I wanted to write this on your other journal, but know that I'd probably get into the bitchathon as well.

Love, people will never like it when you speak your mind. They hate knowing someone sees them in a lesser light. They hate having their flaws pointed out to them. We both know this from experience. It takes a truly bold and courageous person to speak their mind.

I know I haven't been able to be there for you for the past...I don't even want to know how many months, and it hurts knowing you've gone on with your life. I wish I was there to help and protect you, to encourage and laugh with you. This Germany experience has taught me to treasure my friendships with people, now that I have only two or three friends here in Paderborn and spend most of my time alone.

Some German chocolate will be on its way. And I'll try to be there as much as I can even if I'll be sans cell phone and in Kalamazoo. I love you very, very much.

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