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spud (profile) wrote,
on 4-3-2008 at 12:23am
you know. sometimes i just don't understand.

most times, in fact.

i just wonder where the fuck i went so wrong. when it all looked so promising. and then there are those other times when i wonder how in the hell it worked out so perfectly, when i thought it would be shit. and either way, i was fucking wrong, and didn't get a chance to appreciate it, because i was so busy being wrong.

and then i failed college. or at least pissed a bunch of people off for being stupid. and pissed myself off even more.

i've been ridiculously angry all day today, and i don't understand it. i really need to blow off some steam.
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tuwang

04-03-08 11:01am

feel free to give me a call if you feel like you want to talk it out with me... I know my words aren't the wisest but I can try and help.

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spud

Re:, 04-03-08 1:56pm

hey man, always appreciated. it's not really as bad as my melodramatic entries always make it seem.

but what good is a blog without a little overacting?

i like you and your words. but like you said last friday, sometimes i just need a place to get away - where i won't have to talk about it, or even think about it, anymore.

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Anonymous

04-03-08 1:13pm

You know what? I say it's about time we hung out. Even if its only for like 2 hours. I have work fri-sunday until 6. And i have a 6 page paper to write by Monday. But seriously, we should do dinner or something at least.
-Lindsay

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spud

Re:, 04-03-08 1:58pm

i'll give you a ring.

but the next few weeks are filling up rapidly for me. i'm working on two different projects, and then it's exam time. not to mention, i've planned a few fun ventures on weekends, such as a trip up to grattan raceway next saturday, and the harry potter club end of the year party the friday before exams.

although, we do intend to go to the beach during exam week. you should definitely join us. we're thinking thursday.

i'll just call you, how's that?

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Anonymous

Re: Re:, 04-03-08 11:42pm

Hey, it was great to see you, as always. I'm sorry I left so early.. I've just been really exhausted. I hope you have a fun rest of your evening though.
-Linds

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Anonymous

04-04-08 11:47pm

what are you talking about?
-shannon

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spud

Re:, 04-07-08 3:38am

i was pissed off when i woke up at kristi's that morning.

and i was overwhelmed by all the homework and stuff i realized i had to do when you and jessica were leaving.

and stuff. i don't really remember what else. and i was a little frustrated at having to do dishes already.

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