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duckie (profile) wrote,
on 4-23-2008 at 8:09pm
Current mood: Alive =]
Subject: Inspiration leads to profoundness.
I feel so profound tonight.

I just wrote the most beautiful thing in the world that I'm scared out of my mind to show anyone except for a few people. It made me realize how alive I feel.

And I apologized to my friend because I may have gotten a little too rough.
When I get like that it's because I care; I won't get upset if I don't care.

[08:06] IcieSnowflake: our talk earlier inspired me and made me think of everything that has been scratching the surface
[08:06] *** Auto-response from ***:
exhausted.
around, holler.
[08:06] IcieSnowflake: im sorry for getting snappy with you
[08:06] IcieSnowflake: but i want to see you happy, and i want to see you settled and in love and being treated the way that you deserve
[08:07] IcieSnowflake: i hate seeing you so down on yourself with the i cant do it mind set, because i KNOW you can
[08:07] IcieSnowflake: i felt that way once too, and look at me
[08:07] IcieSnowflake: look at how ive changed, matured, and grew
[08:07] IcieSnowflake: i never thought i would see myself like this
[08:07] IcieSnowflake: im hard on you and im tough because i love you and because i want to see you get out of this the way that i did
[08:07] IcieSnowflake: i want to see you succeed in all that you do
[08:08] IcieSnowflake: i want to see you learn from your mistakes and strengthen yourself from your failures
[08:08] IcieSnowflake: i want to give you happiness, but i cant. its something you need to acquire on your own
[08:08] IcieSnowflake: but i love you, and im always here for you, and im not going to tell you what you want to hear
[08:08] IcieSnowflake: you may not like it, but i wouldnt do it if i didnt love you
[08:08] IcieSnowflake: so keep your god damn head up, you hear me?
[08:08] IcieSnowflake: keep it up.
[08:09] IcieSnowflake: <3
[08:09] IcieSnowflake: youre beautiful. you have a beautiful soul. wounded, but beautiful
[08:09] IcieSnowflake: dont lose sight of that. not now. not ever.
[08:09] IcieSnowflake: you dont believe it now, but you will in time. you will believe it in time.

She's nothing short of amazing, and although at times she makes me want to stab slay her, I just want her to find happiness and peace with herself. Once she achieves that, the rest is a lot easier.



Completely unrelated, but I asked Chassa, my best friend sister, if she would be my maid of honor when that time comes around again, and she accepted. It's quite a ways off, I know, but she deserves that spot, and I wanted her to know that. I cannot wait to see her and to call her a bitch because she fucked me too many times during Fuck the Dealer, and I really can't wait to hear her call me Christina Aguilera like old times =]

What the FUCK is with my mood tonight.
I'm going lol.
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butterfly

04-23-08 10:59pm

And why is that? Because you are
Teh Slayer!!1!
rawr.

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duckie

Re:, 04-24-08 11:03am

<3.
Come to Michigan naow, kaythx.

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