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| duckie (profile) wrote, on 4-25-2008 at 9:10am | |
| Music: Michelle Branch -- You Get Me Subject: Begging for a good day. |
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| When I called my Dad last night regarding the cancer, he didn't tell me that everything was going to be alright. To be honest, the first thing he said to me was "say good bye." I'm not an anatomy major by all means, nor do I know the first thing about how cancer or other disease spread throughout the body. From what he said, the lymph nodes are a highway for cancer, and once it gets to that point, it's extremely difficult to stop the spread. Of course, I cried. After some amazing advice, I sent Chassa a text and told her that I went through it with my dad, and there was nothing I could say to make this better, but she was my sister, I love her, and I would be here if she needed or wanted to talk. It's all I can do, and I hope that's enough like everyone says it is. I was cheered up and back to my regular self before bed with much thanks to my amazing boyfriend who never hesitates to wrap his arms around me and hold me while I'm crying, and to {DS} for just being ridiculously fun altogether. Best clan in the world, imo =] 2/3 day airsoft weekend effective this afternoon/evening. It looks like it's going to rain, so mother nature? You better knock that shit off!! There's nothing worse than "camping" while it's raining or wet. I'm not the biggest out door person in the world, and mud added into the mix just makes everything a million times worse. I'm trying not to think about being outside of my comfort zone, because I know that I'm probably going to have a lot more fun than I think I will right now. Breakfast is pretty win, and I'm going to call in sick to work since they're incapable of paying attention to what days I request off, aaand see if I can get my front speakers installed at the awesomest Best Buy in Grand Rapids. Happy day, please? No more bad news =[ |
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jim9nin | 04-26-08 10:37am I wish you the best of luck. But good news...we meet face to face in a month and a half. I don't know about you...but I'm excited to meet another person that PJ has hyped up. YEAH! *thumbs up* |
duckie | Re:, 04-27-08 12:59pm Likewise!! Him and Kelly talk quite highly of you, so I'm totally stoked to finally meet ya! Are you going to come and play airsoft with us?? Okay, well with the boys anyway and so I can take pictures =P |
jim9nin | Re: Re:, 04-28-08 6:50am I told PJ I would. I'll even bring some of my issue down that's wearing out to play. Real world camo FTW! And you can make me look all uber, Rambo-esqe, and jacked! |
duckie | Re: Re: Re:, 04-28-08 8:36am Yesssss!!!!!! I'm so effing excited!!! I hope this next month and a half goes by fast for you so you can get home and have some fun!
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jim9nin | Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-28-08 3:34pm June 16th to July 8th. |
duckie | Re: Re: Re: Re: Re:, 04-28-08 3:48pm Fail. Not long enough, imo. |