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| spud (profile) wrote, on 5-30-2008 at 11:42am | |
| Current mood: wet :: Music: muse :: Subject: hey, it's been awhile |
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:: yeah, i know, it's been awhile. i'm sorry. i'm a slacker. since my last update i've... been to europe. left my girlfriend. moved. been unemployed. fucked around. gotten some stuff done. fucked around some more. there. now that we're all caught up, i can move on to more pressing things. okay. i really don't have anything pressing. i've been in a funny mood lately. and that seems to pervade everything. so, there's no sense of urgency. but i dunno. something has to change. i mean, a lot of STUFF has already changed since last we met. but i'm talking about something within myself that needs to change. because i can't continue on this path and remain successful. which is exactly why i don't want to go back to steelcase. because i could, but it would just be more of the same old bullshit. and i want something new, something different, something that takes me somewhere else. i'm moving on damn it, even if the rest of the world won't let me. another part of moving on involves not smoking. which is really really hard. it's hard because i don't want to. if i wanted to, it wouldn't be nearly as difficult. but i don't want to. i like smoking. i like the way it tastes and smells and feels. but we're a dying breed. *pause for irony* got that laugh out of your system? good. me neither. but yeah. i really have to cut it out. out of my lifestyle. out of my budget. i need to make more room in it for beer money. party at emily's tonight. bound to be a great time. i'm looking forward to it. bruce wanted some help installing a door tomorrow morning. should make the job go faster, and i might get some cash out of the deal. that'd be nice. after that is owen's graduation party. and hunter wanted to hang out in the evening. but the hockey game is on at rich's. so i'm gonna have to figure out what i'm doing with that scheduling conflict. and rich invited me to go down to indianapolis with him to see nada surf. it's in like a week and a half. i hope i'm working by then, but i'll have to ask for that night off or something. i dunno. we'll see what happens. and i think bonnaroo is the weekend after that. so i've got two concerts in the span of like a week. and they're both overnighters. damn man. i'm never going to get anything done. speaking of which, time to get off my ass and do something. this has been a truly leg-numbing experience. peace. :: |
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| Anonymous | 05-30-08 1:34pm Nice to hear you're still alive.
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sugarjackj | 05-30-08 6:26pm Although I did read your entire post, the only thing I felt the need to comment on was your status. Wet? You are wet. This provokes the intriguing question, Why are you wet? Just wondering.
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spud | Re:, 06-03-08 3:02pm i'd just gotten out of the shower... ; )
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egotrip | 05-30-08 10:42pm Chris, you're alive. (:
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