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| xjayk (profile) wrote, on 8-11-2008 at 11:09pm | |
| This has been the most hectic week. Monday I got my wisdom teeth taken out and it hurt like a bitch. I apparently hold the record of how many times woken up durring a surgery and how much medication needed. Something to be proud of. Tuesday the Boston family came over. I was in horrible pain but still gave piggy back rides, took pictures and layed out by the pool watching my babies swim. But eventually the pain was too much and I left the marina to go get some pain meds and some much needed sleep. Wends. I went to Saugatuck with everyone it was a beautiful day and we deffinetly didn't take it for granted. Then back to the marina for some boat rides and sun soaking. Thursday I got up early to go to work. Afterwards I went home got some shut eye and again out to play soccer and watch the girls dance like Hanna Montana. Their good for a laugh. Marley is a little lady now, nothing like the baby I remembered but she still snuggles up on my lap right before bed just like before. And Abby now she's a spit fire if I've ever seen one. She's insane, but lovely. All the other days were spent downtown and in Saugatuck along with cookouts and bonfires with singing. I taught the girls songs that our family has sung since we came to America and Michelle finally got some Michelle time. :D We all laughed while the girls sang Brick HOuse and that one song "Lovin' is what I got, I said remember that" I dunno it was an amazing night. God I can't believe their gone. The days all meshed together so nicely it sempt as if they where here for only a day. The family doesn't seem whole anymore. There's a place missing I can feel it grow bigger the further they drive. Their almost to New York now and things are begining to settle back into the way it was before they arrived. No one talks, we stay in our seperate rooms, and I wont be seen for days at a time, Gary will get angry and mom will shut down, Chrissy will complain in her journal and Alex will play video games. The sun was out today but it doesn't seem to have the same affect without them here to share it with. One more year One more year until I get to see my girls faces. Look at my Uncle Bob while he's telling a joke and watch my mother have someone to talk to other than myself. One more year until we're a family again. Until then I'll stay at my fathers with this side. Where dad will sing to Chode Master and Thaddeus and him will form an alliance against me and try to kick me out with brut force only to admit their love for me and let me back in. Where my dad will wake up and look over at me glare then punch and skip away. At least I have a family here. But it wont be the same. It cant be. The people I love the most are gone, gone but not lost I guess. I just have to count the days until I get to spend my week with them once again. Just once. |
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xxxxxxxxxx | 08-19-08 3:51pm I miss you.
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