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| spud (profile) wrote, on 8-21-2008 at 12:44am | |
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school starts yet again, very very soon. you'd think i'd be excited. that's usually how it goes this time of year. a little mellow and pensive, but excited nonetheless. however, this year i just feel kind of depressed. like it's basically over already, and i'm just going through the motions. jumping through hoops until the hoops are gone. i guess i'm just depressed because i know that i won't know what to do when that happens. i've been jumping (whether poorly or not is of little consequence) for so long, that it's all i know how to do. or at least, it's the only thing i've managed to convince myself i'm comfortable doing, despite the fact that i still to this day do not know how to do it. i think i'll feel better once the days start getting shorter and cooler, and the leaves start to change, and i get to enjoy the smells of warm donuts and fresh apple cider and pumpkins and hay. i always love that time. and every august i forget that it's not for another two months or so. but a boy can dream, i suppose. and in the meantime, he should get a fucking job. how many times have i said that on here? and how many more times will i repeat myself until it actually happens? more than i'd care to admit. |
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Atman | 08-23-08 10:24pm The job thing is always a bummer, but how freakin long did it take me to pick up that meijer job? Way too damn long. Are you even going to have time for one during the school year? If so, get on it or you'll have a hell of a time trying to pick one up while everyone else has already been there. |