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butterfly (profile) wrote, on 9-22-2008 at 2:10pm | |
Current mood: depressed |
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I am so confused... I don't know what to do. Actually I already did what I felt like I should do, and it makes me feel like shit, and completely sick to my stomach. Then he left without talking to me. I love him but I don't feel like I'm IN love with him, which is a completely overused line, but it's fitting. This week didn't feel right to me. I didn't feel like I used to feel, and I didn't get that little kick like I usually do when I first saw him. I knew something was wrong, but I kept telling myself it would blow over. After two years, you can't just stop having those feelings... I realize now that maybe you can. I talked to him and he just left without saying a thing. I don't really blame him, but... I don't know. I don't want this to end on a bad note, but I don't really see it being a happy ending. There's nothing happy about it. I'm sorry, Kelly. I don't know what to do, but I'm not going to pretend to be happy because then we would both just be miserable. |
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Duckie | 09-23-08 5:19am We were talking about it last night, and he said that he was busy at work or something along those lines which is why he couldn't really talk. |