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skife (profile) wrote,
on 10-25-2008 at 4:11am
Current mood: numb
Subject: "regret nothing, Live every day as if it we're your last"
Since red flannel I've learned alot about myself, alot more than I care to know.

I know now that I try and change myself to fit in with someone else.
I know what its like to say "I love you" and truly mean it
I have cried, I don't do that ever.
I have driven to points where I feel nothing at all, then I cut myself just to see if pain even exists, it doesn't.
I have compleatly handed my heart to someone
who had no idea what to do with it, and later crushed it.

I knew what I was getting into, she warned me, told me not to do it.
I've also learned to listen.
I've learned lies hurt more than the truth.

In the past month, I've felt the best I ever have in life, I feel the worst I ever have right now.

This girl has driven me to do things I've never considered ever before, I wish I could put into words the way I'm feeling now.

flexeril can't even take these feelings away.

When the time comes, just remember.
"Regret nothing and live every day as if its your last."


Erin Marie Crisp,

Again, I've never been as sorry as I am now about how much i hurt you.
again I'm sorry.

Justin McW,
You we're right, my knife is definatally not sharp enough.


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feastingonapete

10-25-08 8:17am

im so sorry i missed your call, i got your message though. i will definitely call you back this afternoon when i get out of work.

please dont do this to yourself, she is not worth it.. don't waste your time on someone who isn't willing to waste their time on you. you are a great guy justin, despite your flaws, you can find someone who will love you for who you are and not throw your love in your face.

i have more that i want to say but it'll have to wait.

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skippi16

Dude, 10-25-08 11:56pm

Justin Call me man, your talkin crazy TJ

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