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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 10-25-2008 at 6:58pm | |
| stress is going to make my arthritis worse and my face grow ugly faster. if anyone has some money to help me out with that would be amazing. and i will pay you back. but i know everyone is just as broke as me.. i'm just sick of feeling like this.. stressed, old, and worthless.. [ edit ] you know how some days you just are feeling like utter shit.. and then you hear something that makes you insanely happy.. but in ten mins the shittiness of your life has taken back over your mind and you feel even worse than before? that's what today and yesterday have been.. and i just want to hide. and disappear. and die. and i hate feeling like this. because life should make you happy to be alive.. and all i can think about is how badly i just want to not be alive anymore.. and i don't want to feel like that. i just want to be happy and do the right things to make me happy. why is it so hard? it just isn't fair. i know everyone says life isn't fair. but this is just completely unreasonably unfair... someone hates me. a lot. to that person - fuck you. |
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rorin | Hang in there., 10-26-08 12:01pm Who could hate you? |