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| rayray (profile) wrote, on 11-17-2008 at 10:33pm | |
| It's pathetic how I find myself defending why I love my boyfriend after 3 years, to people who know me better than a lot of people. And they tell me that I'm not happy. But truth be told, I am the happiest I've ever been. In high school, I was a train wreck. I was always depressed, crying over never-meant-to-be relationships, drama ate at me like I was a thanksgiving turkey, and I was stressed out the moment I stepped foot into my house. I was constantly being told what to do. And I hated every moment of the life I lived outside of my friends. I may not hang out with my friends as much as I used too, and those relationships may have grown awkard over the past 3 years. But I truly am happy. I finally have someone I love that I can come home to everyday, and wake up to every morning. It may not be the best of relationships, but I am happy. After this long, I shouldn't have people who I feel I can trust, telling me that I should have a baby, but not until I get a different boyfriend. I haven't felt that hurt in awhile. Many of you feel the same way, but don't judge until you know the whole story. I shouldn't have to defend my life to others. |
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cjessicapyne | 11-18-08 2:25am I know you love Mike. Always have. Everyone else can rot in Hell. Love you, Raych |