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| valoth (profile) wrote, on 11-18-2008 at 2:55pm | |
| I got shackled into helping a neighbor move there desk this last weekend. Ya thanks mother... She played the guilt trip on me about I should help them because one of them has cancer. Thats worse that me not wanting to help. Dont get me wrong Im not a complete ass, but unfortunatelly I think Im already kind enough elsewhere. Moving there computer turned into backing up these peoples computer, having emails dictated to me to type out, and unmangling a big desk from the myriad of electronics wrapped into it. Computer, speakers, scanner, printer, fax machine, lamps, power cords, phone wire, network cable, power strips...etc. It also wasnt a 20min ordeal like both my mother and these people made it out to be. THAT pissed me off most. Its now been 2 days. 3hrs on the sunday and 1hr yesterday. I expect another 1-2hrs setting that bullshit up again when they move it downstairs. Im afraid of other peoples electronics setup's. I dont want to go near them for fear I burst into flames when I see how bad it is. I dont want to break them. I dont want to fix them. Why? because to each his/her own. What I see fit to destroy is not what others will. Playing guilt cards on me isnt a good set. Especially when its from family or work. Both end up needing to be a good nice person outwardly. I dont do that. I do it inwardly. Thus why I sulk outwardly. Tonight is zombie fun I think. Cant decide if I will purchase Left 4 Dead tonight. The workout is underway. Its the standard issue plan from the navy. Just something to keep after while going through the winter. Nothing special. Just plenty of running/swimming pushups, sittups, and pullups. For the moment Ive skipped the pullup's and gone with crunches. I dont exactly have a spot to do pullups without hurting something in the house. I need to buy a new pair of running shoes. Both mine fell apart and I totally forgot about it. Saturday is poker night. Woot. Hope to steal some money. A lot of folks would say me doing this is stupid because they dont think Ill actually be going. Well...thanks for adding the grains of salt to reasons why I will go. Like a true psycho I actually think I need someone yelling at me telling me what to do and when and how. I need the direction. I lack the discipline. Im not looking for it to be a damn day at the amusement park. Im looking for being in the damn USMC! I look forward to the 10mile runs with 40lbs or more strapped onto me. I look forward to being woke up at 6am by someone yelling at me. I look forward to being brough to my breaking point and getting past it. I look forward to being a Marine. Bill time today. Sigh. I hate bills. I should go socialize a bit more and like...attempt stuff... More stuff later. |
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duckie | 11-18-08 3:57pm Don't let people saying that you're not going to go be reasons for you to actually go through with it. Fuck what they say and fuck what they think because it's YOUR life. YOUR future, and it's what YOU want to do for yourself.
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jim9nin | 11-19-08 1:36am "Bill time today. Sigh. I hate bills."
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valoth | Re:, 11-19-08 2:27pm Wrong bill! Ugh!
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jim9nin | Re: Re:, 11-19-08 8:02pm Witt FTW. And Korb is my on duty Army name Bill would be fine. Or Super Awsome Bad Ass if you so prefer. |
phil-himself | 11-19-08 3:05am you arent going to be waking up at six, its going to be more like four |
liz | 11-19-08 2:24pm I hate being guilt tripped so bad. lamesauce.
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jayzulla | 11-28-08 2:33am i do hope you know that the navy and marines have a totally different outlook on boot. as the later is far more extreme. |