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| ratanatheevilkitty (profile) wrote, on 12-15-2008 at 1:58am | |
| finally, finally, it is finally dark and quiet and i am alone to think and to indulge. "goodnight," "goodnight." off to separate rooms we go with heavy hearts and eyelids. i am not asleep more than half an hour when a shift in the light of the room causes me to stir, and up i look and there he is saying hello. i mumble something that crosses new boundaries of incoherence. soon enough there we are, two little spoons spooning, and he is telling me again how he doesn't want a girlfriend and how he really likes me, but circumstances blah blah and a bunch of generic crap that disappoints me in its lack of thought and lack of tact. so this time i give him a big kiss on the mouth and a big kiss on the forehead and say "whatever you decide, i will comply." and rise and exit the dark dark room, "goodnight." "goodnight." |
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godsconcern | 12-15-08 9:31am Sounds like your getting jerked around by this dude. Tread with caution |
ratanatheevilkitty | Re:, 12-16-08 5:12pm no, no, no. he hasn't changed his views and neither have i. that night was my saying no to his want for a companion to sleep with. and by sleep, i mean actual dreaming sleep. he doesn't want to be alone but he doesn't want a girlfriend, which is the most ridiculous thing i've ever heard.
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godsconcern | Re: Re:, 12-17-08 3:13am Well lets hope I am wrong. I have a pretty decent record of being right all the time when it comes to this shit. And Im not happy abou tthat either. i would like to see you with some guy who didnt just want to fuck and leave you. or in past cases, didnt even want to do that.
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ratanatheevilkitty | Re: Re: Re:, 12-17-08 5:51pm Thanks Patty. that means a lot to me. I'm getting there slowly. |