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It.... was a good day. The morning was rough while I was lost in my thoughts of everything that happened over the weekend [WAYTOOMUCHDRAMA].
I realized that I don't know how to handle drama when I'm made a part of it. It's easy for me to distance myself from everyone else's unless it's coming from my best friend, and then it's just nice to hear all the dirt on the people I left in Wisconsin ;]
I'm incapable of productively channeling my feelings, and because I'm such an emotional and passionate individual when it's regarding my feelings, it's extremely difficult and next to impossible to just "let it go." I can't look at it as being "in the past" when it's still so fresh in my mind, and when just the thought of everything makes my blood boil.
I've also come to the conclusion that I seriously loathe [most] women, and I'm ridiculously glad that the majority of my friends are sporting cranks. Grats to you and your gd testosterone.
To all of my friends out there: "I've known him/her longer" is not a valid argument when someone tells you to back off/fuck off after flirting and/or openly expressing feelings of interest to your significant other. Also, when YOU fuck up by doing aforementioned things, do NOT try to make the innocent party feel guilty because feelings of absolute rage will ensue.
Girls who play those games should be punched in the fucking face.
/end rant.
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liz | 12-17-08 9:14am I sincerely hope for you that some bitch didn't try to nab your man and I sincerely hope it wasn't the bitch I think it is because I will jack her face up myself.
anyway I am sorry to hear about the dramas. drama sucks and boys are sooo much better than girls.
we still need to hang out but plans cannot be made at least until this whole holiday bullshit is over.
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duckie | Re:, 12-17-08 11:02am I can't say that I'm entirely sure which bitch you're talking about, but her name is Jordon. She lives in Flint, and her and Pj had a "thing" or whatever before him and I did. After I moved in with Pj last spring, I saw her seriously flirting with him on MSN, and I blew the eff up.
The other day, I got really pissed off because they were texting each other a lot and found out that she was still into him, and it appeared to me that she was trying to make him feel bad for not wanting to see her/visit her anymore and said "i should just forget about you."
So I blew up at her again and tore her ass apart, and then she tried to make ME feel bad for her ridiculous failures. She told me that he was her best friend, her only friend, and that I couldn't make them stop talking because she's known him longer even though she HASN'T known him longer, and even if she did, that is NOT a valid argument.
Anyway, I'm a mess, and I've been a mess for the last week or more because of all of this. Idk how to deal, and I keep getting really anxious and paranoid because I can't stand the thought of them talking, and I can't tell him to stop talking to her because that would be shitty of me to do/say, and we would be over if I ever did something like that. So I'm trying to be okay. I'm trying to get over it. I just don't know how.
Fuck.
/cry.
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liz | Re: Re:, 12-22-08 10:54pm I've been off the map and for that I apologize. From the reading of previous posts I would assume you're doing better?
It's hard to say with these situations so I am going to throw some more input out there because I can.
First off Patrick Jay French=Great Guy.
the kind of guy who would pretty much do anything you ask him to do. I think that he knows that there are times when he needs to compromise in order to make things work-I would consider this one of those circumstances
Second thought-If this is not your normal reaction to his friendships with women---which if you consider me is a pretty far stretch of the imagination----I'm mean really if you had any girl that you didn't want him to talk to I would be the rational choice with our longevity and whatsuch--
Anyhow being that you are a level headed and understanding woman you asking him to not talk to a girl who has made very clear what her intentions are is not out of bounds.
I suggest sitting down and talking to him about it. If he doesn't get it tell him that I said to shut up and do what you say because if a girl is willing to try to score a relationship with him while she knows he is involved with you than she is a skank. We don't like skanks and we all know that he can't date anyone that I don't approve of anyway.
That last part was mostly more lols
I would say give me a call but my phone is off right now.
Myspace is good though. or here. no matter. Ill try to check them more often.
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liz | 12-17-08 9:14am I sincerely hope for you that some bitch didn't try to nab your man and I sincerely hope it wasn't the bitch I think it is because I will jack her face up myself.
anyway I am sorry to hear about the dramas. drama sucks and boys are sooo much better than girls.
we still need to hang out but plans cannot be made at least until this whole holiday bullshit is over.
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