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duckie (profile) wrote,
on 12-17-2008 at 11:48am
I've been stalking WebMD a lot of the afternoon with the hopes of maybe finding that I'm not just this fucked up on my own. Generalized Anxiety Disorder and OCD are fitting in a disgustingly accurate and pretty horrifying way. It's a slight comfort knowing that it might not actually be my fault that I'm a GD wreck all the damn time.

I'm fairly certain that my thought processes aren't what everyone else thinks, and when the holidays are over, I think that I'm going to schedule a doctor's appointment to see what can be determined, if anything.

I just don't want to feel like this anymore.
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cJessicaPyne

12-17-08 12:11pm

I know where you're at. I was diagnosed with an anxiety disorder this year and mild OCD. Weird. Twinners!?
But on a serious note, you're not alone and getting help is super easy.

I did!

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duckie

Re:, 12-17-08 12:30pm

Yea.. I know it's easy, I just don't like admitting that I need help or that something is wrong. It's like a blow to my pride or something like that.

I was looking at the OCD symptoms, and it seemed like I mostly suffer from the obsessive thoughts rather than the compulsive actions. There are some things I do that could maybe be considered compulsive, but I really don't know. I'm not a doctor by any stretch of the imagination, and I don't particularly enjoy self diagnosing. It makes me feel like I'm some sort of hypochondriac or something.

Bleh. Idk =\

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