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duckie (profile) wrote,
on 12-17-2008 at 6:34pm
Here's to fighting back tears for the next two and a half hours and praying that I don't end up crying myself to sleep.

This needs to end. It all needs to end, and every day things seem to get worse.

How did this happen, and why does everything suddenly feel like it's crumbling at my feet? No one did anything wrong. I don't understand.
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cJessicaPyne

12-17-08 8:08pm

Do you need my number, girl?
I'm serious.

This sounds all too much like me.

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outsyder18

Re:, 12-17-08 8:46pm

I agree, I went through some depression and having someone that can help you is nothing to be ashamed about.

hang in there, your important.

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duckie

Re: Re:, 12-18-08 10:04am

I don't necessarily feel that I'm ashamed, I'm just uncertain if I actually NEED help, or if I'm blowing things out of proportion/overreacting. It's kind of hard to explain, I guess. And I don't think that I'm depressed.. I don't feel SAD per se, but my irritability is through the roof. The littlest things send me spiraling, and I just want to scream at the top of my lungs and pull at my hair because of how frustrated I am.

After the holidays are over I'm planning on making an appointment to see someone that will tell me that something is wrong and fix me.

Thanks for making me smile =]

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duckie

Re:, 12-18-08 10:05am

I mostly text, and I'm not a huge phone talker =\ If you text or w/e, then hook me up =] I just get really nervous/uncomfortable on the phone. Awkward silences scare me lol

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