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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 12-17-2008 at 6:11pm
i kinda feel like everyone around me is getting more interesting and beautiful and attractive.. and i'm sitting here getting fat and boring..

i wish i had hobbies or i was in school or i hung out with people or could just stop eating..

but my life sucks and i feel bad all the time. and food is a nice comforting thing.. and at the moment i'm snowed in, but ususally my schedule doesn't allow for me to see anyone..

i just and so frustrated with where i am. i have superficial conversations with people. i can't cry. i feel cold and hard and like my emotions are now just bear minimum to exist.

i want to start over.
i wish i had stayed in college.

oh well
such is life.
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rorin

12-17-08 11:15pm

I feel just the same...

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outsyder18

12-23-08 11:28pm

I second that, also feels that life is always in neutral.

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lillypad

12-30-08 10:17am

you're so fucking hot. i just don't know how to handle it. and fuck yeah fuck. b-e-a-utiful.
love,
your secret admirer.

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