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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 2-25-2009 at 7:55pm | |
| i HATE my jealousy. and i REALLY want to get over it. feeling this way just disgusts me. and i feel like i should be better than petty jealousy. ... but i can't help it. he's mine.. and i love him.. i really need to stop being so scared.. i guess it just.. feel like i'm so easy to replace because of my last two.. or pretty much everyone in my life.. and that's not his fault.. so he shouldn't be punished for it. it makes him happy. so it should make me happy too. i just.. get so scared that it'll end poorly.. ... (i need to be honest right now.. i know i say it a lot, but i feel so much more strongly that it's true now, more than ever.. life is completely futile and could be over any second. and that's it. it's worthless. and it makes me so sad..) anyway. i'll get over it. or it'll kill me. but either way, i'll come out on top. |
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rorin | 02-26-09 11:08am Maybe you should tell him you don't feel comfortable with that. He will listen to you because he loves you. And if he respects you, he will do what you ask of him. If he doesn't... then he's honestly not worth your time. It's easy for me to say that because I've had problems with Ryan in the past, but we got through those stages and now there isn't any other either threat to our relationship or possible thing that I may feel uncomfortable with.
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