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| rayray (profile) wrote, on 3-7-2009 at 2:03pm | |
| I really wish that the drama would just stay as far away from me as it could. I absolutely hate it. I hate it when people say anything that involves my boyfriend cheating on me. Especially when we are barely apart, and he really doesn't have time to cheat. It literally makes me sick to my stomach when someone says those words. I instantly get tears in my eyes, and my stomach gets knotted up and I can't swallow. It doesn't happen because I feel like I can't trust him. And even though I know I can trust him, it still gets my mind thinking, well can I really trust him, how faithful is he, has he done it before, who is it.. It happens because I care so fucking much about him, and the thought of it eats me up inside, because I already don't feel good enough for him. The thought of losing him kills me inside and I feel like my whole world is crashing and burning right before my eyes and there is nothing I can do about it. I swear I go through this atleast 5 times a year, at minimum. Where someone says he is cheating, or that he made a move on them, or something that involves him and another girl. People fucking suck. And they are lucky I'm not completely crazy. |
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brianna | 03-08-09 4:08pm *big huge hugs* I'm so sorry Rache. People can't stand to see other people happy and try to bring them down. :( |
rayray | Re:, 03-08-09 4:54pm Im really getting sick of it.
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brianna | Re: Re:, 03-09-09 2:07am that's so unfair of them to do to you. he loves you. |
rayray | Re: Re: Re:, 03-09-09 2:58pm People suck.. |