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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 4-12-2009 at 10:27am
i honestly thought that for one day my siblings could stop being rude and just be nice for once.
but they fought with me about the rules of my apartment, refused to sit down and then started arguing with me about what to do. then they all sat in the middle of the entry way and just played card games. then they started talking shit about my boyfriend. in his apartment.

another birthday ruined by the people who are supposed to love me.
every day i think about my family is another day I feel like a complete fucking loser for ever thinking they could feel anything but contempt for me.

i don't even know what I did beside be different from them.

I hate my birthday.
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aerii

04-12-09 3:31pm

I'm sure we were both hurt equally by this.
And I'm sorry I ruined your birthday.


But there are two sides. And I understand completely where you're coming from, but I'm pretty sure that there isn't only one side to blame for it.

I love you, and I wish we understood each other more, because it isn't that we hate you, (we really really don't) it's just that no one knows what everyone else is thinking and we don't understand each other.

So maybe we can talk about this (me and you) and we can understand what really happened and put it behind us.

I love you sister <3
and I really hope you believe me when I say that.

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