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| rayray (profile) wrote, on 5-9-2009 at 12:17am | |
| Subject: Life was better on prozac.. |
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| I've been at this place before.. Where nothing makes sense, but at the same time, everything makes sense to me. I have everything most girls dream of, yet I am lacking so many things that other people have and dream of. Sometimes I think that I want to be single and live alone. But the problem with that is, I haven't ever lived on my own. I hate being at home alone. I tried living on my own once, and Mike was over everyday, and then he moved completely in. I need to balance independent and dependent. I'm back to where I was when I was in high school.. Crying about every little thing. Making everyone miserable because I'm sad all the time.. Even though I really have no reason to be unhappy.. And seriously, I have no idea how Mike deals with it. He tries to cheer me up, but it only lasts for a little bit.. Until I start thinking about how much my life is lacking in different areas.. I have so many hopes and dreams that I don't put into action. So many ties.. And sadly I think the only fix is prozac. And the problem with that is, I don't have health insurance! |
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skife | 05-09-09 9:57am the sad thing about it, is its like your back in highschool and i'm not hanging out with you lol. |
rayray | Re:, 05-09-09 10:38am What makes now worse than then, is I don't hang out with anyone. |
cjessicapyne | Re: Re:, 05-10-09 11:14pm ..because you HAVE to live so freaking far away. |
rayray | Re: Re: Re:, 05-11-09 5:54pm Eh, even when I didn't live this far away, I barely hung out with anyone.. |