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| mbenznut (profile) wrote, on 6-9-2009 at 10:10pm | |
| Be prepared for random and wandering thoughts. So, I was driving home tonight thinking about music, and this entry. I was thinking death metal would be good for my mood, but as I was selecting I realized something much softer and friendlier would be much better. Then the thought continued that death metal would not be a good choice of words. Tonight, we decided to put Callaway down, to sleep, what is the best choice of words for that? Made me a lot sadder than I have been in a long time. As I took her out for the last walk of the night, my eyes started watering. I decided I needed to think of something completely different to get my mind off it and to clear up my eyes. Guess what subject I picked, porn. So we need to call the vet and schedule the time. I need to decide if I want to be there when it happens. This would be so much easier if her mind were gone. To see her so alert and happy, but realize that her body can no longer cope is just so sad. It is hard to drive and blow your nose at the same time. I settled on resting my forearms on the steering wheel and leaning into my hands. For those wondering, I settled on the latter half of the soundtrack to Twilight. And no, I did not proofread this entry. |
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taoman1121 | 06-10-09 1:48am For not proofreading, I can't find any mistakes. A lot better than I can say for most of the stuff I read on Facebook. Good work.
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michellestar | 06-10-09 6:57am Sorry about your dog. :(
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