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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 6-22-2009 at 1:11pm | |
| so this weekend was.. OK. I spent it with my family because Sus was in Seattle visiting his dad. It was weird to spend so much time in my old home.. All the familiar smells and rooms... It felt so wrong and alien and towards the end led to some small anxiety attacks. I felt like everything was.. Like a dream that I had forgotten so long ago. The house felt so empty and cold, tho, just three years earlier that was how I lived my every day life. It was such a strange experience. It was a really nice feeling, tho, to see the face my dad made when i gave him his present. He smiled. For real, and it made me feel like I really made his day with it. I've been waiting to feel like that from my dad for a really long time now. It made the weekend pretty ok. Sus came home last night late.. Around 3. I had to fall asleep in the house alone.. In the dark.. Before he got home.. And it was terrifying! But I did it. And no nightmares :). When he got back we were both exhausted, but he was just looking so fucking hot and I had missed him so insanely much that we had some really nice, passionate, I missed you so much sex. It made me purr. and if I didn't have a sore throat it would have probably made me scream too :) he really is amazing. like.. ZOMG amazing. orgasmic even hahahah Josh might be getting out of the hospital today!!!!!!! I really cannot wait to see him. |
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voidofseattle | 06-22-09 7:12pm O.O /blush |