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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 7-15-2009 at 5:55pm | |
| I bought some new makeups today! They are very.. rainbow-y and wonderful :) now I can finally have the colourful look i've always wanted! But in the meantime I get to experiment and look like a whore at the same time haha I've changed a lot. And I know that because I've made a really big mental effort to change the way I am. I'm tired of being stuck in a little box of close-mindedness about myself. I want to enjoy the things I'll know I'll enjoy and not worry so much about the social implications of it. I haven't been mean to myself or put myself down for a week plus now (i know that doesn't sound like a long time, but compared to how i used to treat myself, its a big deal). I'm able to say n when I want to and just let people be pissy if they want to be pissy. I'm so glad I can finally just let stuff go. and I finally don't blame myself for what happened with my brother. So.. things are happier and a lot less stressful. Now if only I could fix my spine, things would be amazing! |
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oceanchild | 07-16-09 12:26am Good for you!! =) |