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valoth (profile) wrote,
on 7-26-2009 at 1:41am
Music: Static
Subject: Left Brain....Right Brain
Whats a fella to do when dreams are crushed? Your "plan b" falls blown out of the water.
Ive been down this road already. I hate it. Why am I here again?
I am a wanderer without a path. I am a compass without a needle.

3months later. 3 months of shuffling my feet. Seriously. I don't have ambition anymore. I hate it.
I sleep long hours. I dread waking. When I do, I take time to let my sloth set in.



I'm sorry for the bridges Ive burned.
I'm sorry for being disrespectful. I'm sorry for the then and there.
I'm sorry for ideals.
I'm sorry for not accepting.
I'm sorry for your hurt.

I looked too far into it. I set the bar too high.

Got that right. Way to go pal.







Imperfections is bliss.
Ha.
Imperfections kicks dirt in you're face and spits on you when youre down.
It gloats you like its only goal in life is your downfall.


I wake

I eat.
I sit.

I sigh.

I smile.

I busy myself.

Distraction is key.

Focus is key.

I have none.

You have plenty.
Find it.

Mold it!

Why bother?
Just more turns to fall flat on my face.
Shortcomings are numerous.

Why cant you see [it]?

I see it....they set the path down.
Use it. Follow it.

Ha. They sent me packing.

This isnt helping.

[it] is empty.
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phil-himself

07-27-09 5:51pm

What you do is get off your ass and start kicking yourself in it until you get your shit in gear.

That's the advice I give you from being in the same situation.

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valoth

Re:, 07-28-09 12:48am

Still lacking.

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