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xjayk (profile) wrote,
on 9-8-2009 at 9:53pm
I wind the clock backwards
Inhail
Exhail
I wind the clock backwards
and I'm still here

I'm ready to run, fast. Getting out of Holland is a goal that I feel I have to reach soon. I'm so flustered all the time and I know I have so much to do before I leave.

Why isn't there ever an easy answer?

If I could turn the clock backwards for just a second would I change or leave it all the same? If I could wind the clock backwards and still have obtained all that I've learned would I change or would I do it all the same? My insides burn and my head spins as soon as I make my way out I jump right back in. A little bit oxymoron a little bit self-sabotage, it has become my way of life, a distant memorie, a mirage.

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I need a day out with a good friend
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09-09-09 11:06pm

I agree.
Really soon.
Which days do you have off this coming week?

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xjayk

Re: , 09-09-09 11:17pm

This week I have to work Thurs, Saterday and sunday

I have next weeks schedule too but not near me. I don't work that much and I only go to school half day. Soo whenever you wanna see me you can Nigger.

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Re: Re: , 09-10-09 12:03pm

Can I come over Tuesday, Wednesday?
I miss you.

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xjayk

Re: Re: Re: , 09-10-09 9:16pm

Whenever you wanna see me

I am here

What does your schedule look like for the rest of this week?

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Re: Re: Re: Re: , 09-10-09 11:51pm

I've gotta work tomorrow 2-6 and the weekend. I forgot my schedule for next week, but I want to get Monday and Tuesday off if those days work okay for you. We've got a lotta stuff to do!!

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