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sendmemoney (profile) wrote,
on 3-3-2003 at 9:55pm
Current mood: sad
Music: taking back sunday - cut from the team
this all was only wishful thinking .

fuck the emotional , heartfelt lyrics that inspire yet another evening breakdown . the prose / poetry combinations that kick me when i’m down . half sentences , because that was all i could get out before my vision was too blurry to read the screen anymore . fuck the fact that nobody understands that some things are easier said than done , especially when every song has lyrics reminiscent of this situation , because this is as emotional as it gets , and , after all , aren’t all these kids ? fuck the scene of 6/8 shirts and too-tight pants , and the kids who hold hands with different people at every show , and cry because each week , their heart gets broken . fuck the hypocrites who strive for unity but only with the cool punks , because , after all , the unpopular ones don’t know anything about it . i mean , how could they ? they can’t keep friends longer than a year or two or three . fuck the journals that are posted for approval , and the ones that aren’t for privacy . fuck the friends who can’t see through the façade of exclamation points to realize that good intentions are not always the works of good people . and fuck me for losing hope and failing to smile for ten minutes while i write this one night .

why can't i feel anything from anyone other than you ? i stay wrecked and jealous for this simple reason . i just need to keep you in mind as something larger than life .
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plainmornings

03-03-03 10:27pm

never underestimate yourself.

life is shit and shit will go on.

i hope you feel better <3

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Anonymous

I send a few shots into the sky, 03-04-03 4:10am

I sing that song all the time at work

I wish for the best just hope that nothing happens a thousand clever lines unread on clever napkins.. I will never ask if you don't ever tell me, I know you well enough to know you never loved me..

awesome fucking points. you rock.

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plainmornings

Re: I send a few shots into the sky, 03-04-03 3:44pm

TBS <3

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Anonymous

Too bad you can't rape the willing..., 03-05-03 3:42pm

Baby I'm so sorry things turned out the way they did. You deserve waaaaay better. And I seriously admire you for handling things so well. I know things seem shitty now, but they have to get better soon or later(look at me). Plus...You've got Josh Millionaire! We are hanging out soon(with Michael Minei). Ok? And will you marry me? <3ilikeyoualot<3

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