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moonshinehommie (profile) wrote, on 3-4-2003 at 7:59am | |
Current mood: cynical Subject: I have so many things to deal with yet time flys by with out a glance |
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I hate the way life seems to race by while I stand to sit and watch. I should be out there doing something productive instead of doing nothing that is something. I need to get a job. I need to go see everything that I want to see. I have a book that I have been reading at home but when I finally get the time to read it I feel like it doesn't matter cause I will find time later. somethimes I hate me. I know that I need to loose wait, yet I sit and eat all the damn food that is put in front of me like I haven't ate in weeks. what is the matter with me??? I need some serious help. I have a whole bunch of acquantinces** but how many true friends do I really have??? It's so hard to tell. certain people claim to be my best friend but at the moment of truth they don't stand up for me or even give me the advice or push to keep me going. Is that a good friend or is that just an acquantince**?? If I could meet one person dead or alive it would God so I could ask him all the questions that I wanted and maybe I could understand what life is really about except for just waiting to die. |
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sunshineblues | your Funny, 03-04-03 8:09am Well good neither of us give a shit about our lives. Damn OUR LIVES ARE GREAT HELL WE SHOULD BE ON GENERAL HOSPITAL GIRL |