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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 2-14-2013 at 7:32pm
Today was really crushing. Not because of Valentines day - I couldn't care less about this stupid corporate holiday.

I just feel so betrayed. And that I can't be myself. And that I'm an idiot.

Which, yes, I make bad choices sometimes, but so does EVERY OTHER HUMAN BEING ON THE FACE OF THE PLANET. I want to make that clear - I make mistakes, like everyone, and the whole "holier-than-thou" attitude just makes me so insanely angry and hurt.

It makes me just never want to share my life with anyone else ever again. I tell people things that are bothering me, that I need guidance on.. I confide in my friends because I need help and support. But instead I get met with disgust? Like I'm really worse than you?

I'm sure some of these feelings are just me being sensitive because I didn't have a chance to take my anti-depressant this morning.. But it still really hurt my feelings.
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anonymoose

02-17-13 9:31pm

You need to smile more. You have a really pretty face.

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