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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 5-9-2013 at 7:07am | |
| Current mood: insecure |
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| i am feeling extremely vulnerable right now. so many doubts keep repeating in my head, so much negative self talk. i don't know how i feel anymore about this, or about my life in general. i feel lost and angry and hurt and confused, and nothing has even happened yet. i just have this nagging doubt that he's going to turn out to be like everyone else. because every time i let myself believe that someone isn't going to be just another asshole, they prove me wrong. i hate to be so negative about it, but this has been what i've noticed over the last several years. people in general are so shallow, harsh, rude, ignorant, selfish and disgusting. we are all hypocrites, and a majority doesn't have any redeeming qualities to balance it out. i'm trying not to psych myself out, but its challenging. i need to just keep telling myself that even if it does turn out he's like everyone else, at least i got to have fun in san fran. |
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goodbye | 05-09-13 3:42pm Well... hmm, if he does, then go rent a hotel and go to the conservatory in golden gate park and go to china town. Walk across the bridge. Take pictures and enjoy yourself. But you're jumping the gun sweety. Don't assume the worst first, trust first. Then if things go bad, fuck him and still have a beautiful time. |