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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 9-22-2013 at 7:08pm | |
| Current mood: listless Music: Not The 1975 :( |
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| The weeknd is always too short and the week is always too long. I hate livng for bye weeknd. I just want to live for the hell of it. What is this really supposed to be like? What exactly am I doing wrong? If this is really it, thn why is it different for other people? That's something I have never really understood... I know everyone is just the same as me. But I also know some people get to be a little different. I'm envious of that small variation, where they seem to be luckier than the rest of us. We aren't in high school anymore, all this shit finally matters. One wrong decision could fuck me over for a very, very long time. The more I think about 10, 15, 20 years down the road, the less I ever even want to be there. An ever eternal pessimist, I can only see things going down hill from here. The games will never stop, the lies will never cease, the drugs will be our only means of escape. Life is misery, with scattered showers of happiness, freedom, beauty... I need a brownie. |
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alexithymia | 09-23-13 9:02pm Lots of Brownies! Brownies for everyone. |