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godessalthena (profile) wrote,
on 10-29-2013 at 3:40pm
Current mood: amused
Music: Idol rambling
I find that the last half an hour to an hour at work, I do next to nothing productive. I just think about what I'll do when I get home. And how excited I am to leave finally.

I often think a about the ice cream I have in the freezer, and I get so excited to eat it, and then I get home and I don't. I think I might like the idea of ice cream more than the act of consuming it, particularly when I'm alone. Maybe that's a metaphor for my life.

I also fantasize about all the people who must be secretly in love with me. It makes me feel happy and giddy, thinking that someday someone will leave me a secretly love note and it'll be an exciting adventure. And then they don't, and I feel like I'm just a weirdo.

It's so fucking cold outside. I hate when it's frigid and windy. But at least I got to wear a Totoro hat to work today! :3

Love,
Mamelia
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goodbye

10-29-13 10:22pm

I've lost all interest in work, now that I'm leaving. I'll do something if someone tells me to. But most of the time I'm just typing my own thoughts - looking busy, but doing nothing. Funnily enough, I wasn't doing this shit when they let me go - I was actually working. Now they can shove it.

I feel the same about the ice cream. Only, instead of ice cream, it's laundry or exercising or doing something productive... and then I just sit on my ass and don't.

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