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robbingnovember (profile) wrote,
on 3-6-2003 at 3:59pm
Music: Further seems forever, third eye blind <3
Subject: *You say the world.. it doesnt fit with you*
Im blaming everything on myself today, forever..
Im staying home tomorrow. for several reasons.. one of them being that i need to step out of everything for a day.
When i came to visit you that's when i knew
That i could never have you.. i knew that before you did
Still im the one whose stupid
I dont know.. ive come to a turning point in my life i think
right now im disgusted and i cant even look in the mirror.. which is conveniant because there is one right next to me.. blech.
And i have hope.. no matter what I say and it gets me down.. because no matter how many times i get kicked, well i always get back up. Sometimes you should stay down. Ya know ..just give up.
I hate getting hurt by my fantasies.
I always wish things would change.
Im so stupid.
I dont even know what i want.. yeah i do. I want to be loved.
I hate ruining my life by wanting things i cant have.
Thisissostupidthisissostupidthisissostupid
I dont want to be alone anymore.
Please come to teen cabaret bye
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justlikeyouimagined

03-06-03 5:47pm

girl, i love you this muchhhhhhh always know that. everyone gets sad sometimes. I've been there over and over again. and im sure a lot of it has to do with the lack of a guy. everyone has their share of crushes that just brings them down after trying too hard... i can symphasize with you.. but right now im happy. there wer times when i just wanted to die.. but you wait it out and then you find someone that makes you feel so great. and thats the moment you know the wait is worth it. i wish you luck.

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blueyed

Re:, 03-06-03 6:46pm

Bess your a diamond in the rough <3 , some people have to just have to look closer, true beauty always lurks in the dark corridors. I love you!

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robbingnovember

Re: Re:, 03-06-03 9:06pm


blueyed717: you dont need to change you jsut need to be aware of the wonderful person you are and the wonderful things you can do, and the peopel that care about you and how guys really arent all that worth it soemthimes all though we liek to think they are

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Anonymous

03-06-03 8:45pm

mmhm.. sarah you are vastly underappreciated by those stupid boys. you dont really want 'em anyway right now, too much training them to be civilized and such. but dont worry, and i know it sucks to keep hearing it, but someone worthy is coming, soo sooo soon. you've waited far too long,and plus you really are someone who deserves it. and then he'll be so amazingly awesome. ~p.s.

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