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| godessalthena (profile) wrote, on 9-22-2014 at 12:04pm | |
| Current mood: triumphant Music: eagel seagulls - I'm starting to hate your face |
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| saturday I get a text from a number I don't have saved. I ask who it is, it's patrick. he asked me if I was home because he was super horny and missed me. I told him I wasn't, but asked about his relationship status (last time I texted him he had informed me he was dating someone, I deleted his number after that) and he said it hadn't worked out. q: why not? a: she wasn't very nice. and then, within me grew a wonderous and terrible feeling. VICTORY FOR THE FORCES OF DEMOCRACY as well as that feeling of disgust because he overlooked me for a total bitch. I told him I have missed his dick, but I'd have to think about it because I was at a birthday thing. I put my phone in my purse and didn't look at it between 9pm and 10am the next day... 12 missed calls, 7 texts, 2 voice mails.. all from his phone number... the voice mails... I couldn't really understand what he was saying in the first one, the second one he's begging me to call him. it was just like the night he had to have his stomach pumped.. I texted him at 1pm and asked him if he was ok, he was fine, just was too drunk last night. I told him I had never had that many missed calls from one person before.. he just says lol sorry about that.. my response: oh it's ok, I hadn't looked at my phone until this morning, so it didn't bother me. "Lol" and I say to myself.... BOOM MOTHERFUCKING ROASTED, assfuck. you think you can play me? you think you can throw me away and expect me to come crawling back because I was so hopelessly putty in your hands before? you dumb mother fucker. you petulant imbecile. you're miserable because your world is made up of you, and everyone one else is just a tool for you. and you just try to buy people's love, because you don't know how to earn it from people worth anything. your friends are all assholes. you are an asshole. and I made a mistake wasting my time on you. but I've learned. and the one time I pursue something purely for shallow reasons it turns out just the way it always does. sent patrick a link to the song above. and all I hope he gets from it is "fuck you" and doesn't message me again. if he does.. well, let's just say that hell hath no wrath, yadda yadda, you know the rest. maybe I do have anger issues... |
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goodbye | 09-22-14 10:31pm So tonight Stephen Colbert quoted our song... I think because of this bomb-ass post. SISTERS ARE DOIN' IT FOR THEMSELVES! As far as I'm concerned, that guy can go suck a dick. Booty calls with disrespect are NOT welcomed, that piece of shit... |
goodbye | Re: , 09-22-14 10:32pm (And "that guy" being buttfuck Patrick, not Stephen Colbert in all his awesomeness) |
alexithymia | 09-24-14 4:36am Is it really anger issues if it's justifiable and you didn't hurt anyone or break anything?
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koalalady | 09-24-14 8:33am Dayyyuummmmm, girl!! I am definitely gonna remember this story next time I have to deal with my own lecherous ghosts. ;) |