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| catatonicsean (profile) wrote, on 10-19-2014 at 5:41am | |
| Current mood: gloomy Music: Tangerine Dream - Genesis |
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| Fuckin' tired. Haven't slept a wink, and probably won't because my stepson will be awake in a couple of hours (if not sooner), and this is virtually all the free-time I can look forward to in the foreseeable future. Flat broke, and didn't have the necessary funds to get myself a new pair of boots and suspenders this pay period; probably won't be able to next round, either, but that's life. With a little polish and Gorilla Glue my current boots will last as long as they need to, but are showing obviously signs that retirement is imminent. Since I'll probably get an hour of sleep during the day (if I'm lucky), I bet my bottom dollar that I won't even make my long-sought trip to Wilson's Book Store tomorrow. I have a theory (no mere hypothesis) that maturity is the natural result of your soul being ground down into a fine powder from years of stifling humdrum. That's why older heads don't have many interests or hobbies, and focus solely on their troubles and everyday inanities. All in all, I love my life as it is, but wish that I didn't feel so damned old and worn. I wish I had more time and money to do something that was stimulating and fun that my loved ones could participate in without being bored. I wish a lot of things, et cetera, but that's not how things work. |
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goodbye | 10-19-14 3:07pm Theory is confirmed. Work is just a way to pass the time miserably. Life is just dying slowly. |
catatonicsean | Re: , 10-20-14 12:48am Good. All that time spent in the field, gathering data and living as a modern adult, assimilating into their culture and walking among them, has bore fruit.
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goodbye | Re: Re: , 10-20-14 1:25am Remember to thank us in your acceptance speech. |