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| onceagainistandalone (profile) wrote, on 3-9-2003 at 9:39pm | |
| Subject: and now that im all grown, and feeling so alone..why have you brought me here? |
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| tired. I feel empty. Not just empty..completly void of any emotion what so ever..so like..empty emptiness. Right now, i want cuddling. I want fucking kisses on my cheek. I miss her so much and it hasn't even been a day. I am madly in love, and sometimes it can be worse than being alone. It cannot be described with text how i feel for her. I would die for her. I would kill for her. I would do anything she asked if it got me more time with her. I'm content.. Time..its on my side..soon enough. Be on my own you know? Making the choices i've wanted to make and being who i want to be. I Don't know what it is about this place but i seem to fall into this thing where i just don't act like me around certain people, i hate it. You listen. I can tell you anything. I had this salamander once when i was a but a wee lad that i always used to talk too..i forgot its name, but i talked to it alot..i guess it was like a journal. yeah. Why does my mom always have to ask me questions about how my life is going..does she really expect me to tell her everything? like we have this huge open relationship Yeah Fucking Right. Can't wait to leave. |
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catrenegade | 03-09-03 9:49pm wow. I feel like I'm reading my own journal. hang in there |