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| KryieKougar (profile) wrote, on 3-11-2003 at 5:03pm | |
| every thing is so confuesing and strange. lately i have been thinking of "what ifs" and "i wish i hadn't said no" on the second one a part of me wishes that i hadn't said no and the other thinks its all for the best. it might not make sense but both answers seem right. i try not to dwell in the past. for me it leads to pain. even when i think about the good things, there was always something bad (in the non fun way) just around the corner. i have still been keeping a different journal. i have a few notebooks that i write in. but i have used the notebooks for other things, or i just haven't had the time to get to it. there is just to much to right. and i am afraid that someone might find them. i might turn it into a book. i would change names in it, however. it seems like it would be fun. but i dont think it would happen anytime soon. my guess would be when i am out of high school and collage. now that i look back there was someone that was always there for me, i know he didn't always want to listen, but he did. i dont know what i would do with out him. thanks for me there for me, more than i can say. you know who you are"thumby". heheh. in less than a month i will turn 16. and later that month i will get my lisence and a car. oh yeah go me. i have already promised someone that i would drive them to the track after school. i'm gonna go for now. | |
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cowsgomoo!!! | 03-12-03 11:21am what are you talking about??? im me please, or send me an email |